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miss me much?
Candice (my pervy alter ego)has left me for a temp vaca. She is in JMac's bedroom, collecting herself cause she feels used. Becky went along with cause, well, she's my teenie alter ego so why would she pass up the oppertunity to go stay in his room?
So Video On Trial was on. They dared to put Beautiful Soul on trial and not have me be on the jury?!?! I'm deeply offended! I would have been better at doing that!! 5 words people: "Y Tu Mama Tambien" knockoff. less sexy, cause there isn't male nudity, but DAMN! (yeah...Candice left me a little tiny piece of her in me..so we will always be connected) If they had uh...okay, I won't go there. Haha..I think Trevor was enjoying the video. I like Trevor. ^^ Good for you for not being totally evil! ^^ I know you were so checking out his bod when he was taking the shirt off in the video!! But seriously..they should redo a show, all Jesse/Dream Street on "trial" and get me to go at 'em! I would sooo rock at that! ^^
mood: tired/something..as always..
music: "Dance Dance: Fall Out Boy
The world needs more "anti-relationship" fanlistings! I am deeply discouraged that there isn't one that I can sign up to! The more I have to look at that girl's face, the more I want to barf. Why is that? Maybe I'm just getting sick, so it's reacting with my emotions. Who knows. On another note, my breathing sucks. It is affecting my sleeping, and I'm slightly insomniatic because of it. No fun at ALL! Lastly, OMFG! Valentine's Day is soon approaching. Triple MERDE!!! Life sucks. (no I'm not really emo, I just tend to say "life sucks" quite a bit when I feel crappy.) Why must I be the hopeless romantic who has to spend the "romantic holiday" alone? WHY?!?! Pah. Haha, not lastly. Well, this one is! I'll make sure of it. I'm thinking of buying the Huskey stuffie from my mom's work, then buying a disposable camera, then take random pics of the pup "doing stuff", and then finally shipping the photos and stuffie to JMac in time for his birfday.....yes I do realize I'm a tard for wanting to do this. But come on, it's unique, non? He might enjoy it..doubt it would be enough to make him smitten by my sexy charm, and ditch his girlfriend and come rushing here to BC and sweep me off my feet. *sighs* Oh Prince Charming...you are uncharming me by being with her, know that?
mmm, chocolate soy milk...
mood: mostly unknown/slightly random
listening to: Young and the Restless (mom is watching it) Wow..it's like I abandoned this thing..hmm, I'm thinking of like, revamping the layout. How? I don't know. But I'm thinking of getting rid of the scrolly things, and like, doing normal tables again..hmm..maybe? Yeah, I'm feeling random in the sense that I've been reading a bunch of the "Q&A" on the Fall Out Boy site. Pete is a fucking genius, and is making me want to send in like, a billion random questions and comments. I think I may do that! Hahah..I think I may scare Pete though. Or maybe he will love it. Who knows. I really have nothing better to say. So I guess this is toodle-oo for now my faithful readers. Or something like that. Buh-bye!
Heavy Squealing
*squees till faints* OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!
Clickies people!! Harry Potter trailer!! I'm so excited I'm going to explode!! Ok, not really, but I'm triple excited and all a-twitter!!!!!!!! yay!!
face
mood:pms-y/bloated/unknown
music:"Can I go Now" Jennifer Love Hewitt
I totally feel like I need a hug! Haha. Hmm..I finally understand that "bloated" feeling that is accociated with "that time of the month". I also think I may have some sort of weird eating disorder..cause like, I can barely swallow solid food. And I just confessed this?!?! I'm insane..I don't really know what else to say..so, bye!
like you all care..
ok, randomness..but i was looking at this person's xanga, and they had this audio interview with the mac (haha) and he was saying how Jim Carrey is one of his fav actors! and I was like, yeah, and he's canadian!! so yeah.......and this interview is on repeat..ah! didn't realize..but he sings a bit of the "goo" song..he doesn't sing "goo" anymore! it's normal "girl" now! lol...I should stop talking about him..what to talk about..I'm tired, and most likely going to bed soon. OH! When we finish this current roll of film, I may post some of the pics of me (they are funny) from the wedding and just messing around with Pooface R..lol!
TOODLE PIP! H&TH for the Spamela! haha
hmm...
I'm thinking about having a xanga to put my quizzes and such on..dude, there is this person (may be a poser, but it's the closest anyone has ever gotten to sounding like Mac on things..so yeah..haha)that, as I said in the brackets, may be Mac! So yeah..ahha, I'm SUCH a lame-o..oh well. I've had to stop myself cause I was eating fudgee-o's a little while ago, and I may just eat like, an entire row if I don't stop..stupid addictive cookies! Well, Julie and I had an interesting convo about cookies, and prunes..eww!! Prune cookies (and raisin ones too!) should die! Along with other disgusting cookies. And AC cause he is a stoner creeper!! and other people/things too. Amazing how one subject leads to another huh? Well, if you is a friend and have my email, email me telling me if you think I should start a xanga or not..I'll probably just start one anyways so yeah. Maybe later tonight! I have to go and pick my father up from work cause our car is dying. Poor girl, it's lasted for like, ever! W00t for the Volvo! Oh My GAWD! I'm sooo PMS-y today, it's not even funny! I'm like, ready to spaz at people!! GAH!! *mocking voice* "Jess, what are you doing on the computer!! Go and deal with.." -blah blah blah!!!- *dies*
Well, toodle pip my loving fans! hahahah, not really! H&TH sendin' it out to Spamela!!!
HAIR!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!! My hair is coloured! Jen made it the same as what my roots are..so it's all even with the colour..then she put in blonde highlights!! It's crazy people!! Well...whatever..lol! And I'm just going to give a shoutout here to mah brah, Spam! Welcome back honey! Swingleton again, eh!??! lol..just ignore me..i'm all a-twitter right now!! lol
for friends to know...
Right-o! So I have come to realise that friends don't really know what to get me, when it comes to my birfday. Here are some ideas seeing as though I don't want you to spend like, a lot of money on me:
-necklaces and bracelets (gelly prefered) from the dollar store
-notebooks to write stories in (haha..I know it sounds stupid, but yeah..I know there are a few people out there who like them, and seeing as I'm writing them down first, notebooks would be good..)
-Posters (ok, I know they aren't really that cheap, but if you see one of someone that I like, or something, you know...ahah, I'm not suggesting that I really want them and that you must get me one..cause no!)
Thats about it..I'm going to put a list of things I don't want to recieve in the small box above..so yeah..haha!
..hello..
I'm sure everyone who reads this is probably hating me for not updating in like, forever. And right now, I'm not up for a proper entry. So to pass the time, I give you this
*squee* Enjoy!! (Oh, it's rumoured to be coming out on the 18th of November!!)
dear everyone..
I'll miss you all! Even if I hate your guts, cause I'll miss hating you. Haha..with the exception of you ugly creeper stoner AC! (even though I doubt he will ever read this..although I'd much like JMac to read this, and become so entranced by it, he will come and find me and take me away to his castle and...shut up! A girl can dream if she likes..I'll be doing this a lot while I'm "camping")My plans for this "camping" excursion is to read, sunbathe, swim, eat and sleep. Oh, and write stuff. And daydream that there are hot guys there who are actually attracted to me. (Once again, a girl can dream if she likes..) I'm terribly saddened (well, depressed is a better word) that Summerland is gone, and I shall be writing a letter to The WB telling them about my friendles and me watching here in Canada and such. Maybe they will pity me, and put it back on air, and want my ideas and..well, we won't get into that cause you all will make fun of me. You are mean. But I shall try to keep logs of what happens during Thursday-Sunday and type it up when I get home..the opretive word there is "try", got it? I'm going to leave you with the thought that you should go to your nearest movie theatre and watch "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" cause it is brilliant. It really is. Tim Burton and Johnny Depp together never fails. It always works. Even though I haven't seen "Ed Wood" I'm sure it works. Toodle Pip everyone!
goodness me..
So, we've all heard me talking about Dream Steet..well here we go. Matt Ballinger who was in it (with Jesse..if you all didn't know, Jesse was in Dream Street)has his own little band (they aren't bad actually!)called The Juice. Well, I was looking at some pics of them, and well I stumbled upon this and well, my comment on this is "Can you say Jesse Hair?!?".
WTF?!?!??!
mood:WTF?!?
music:"I'm Gonna Make You Love Me" by Play and Chris Trousdale SERIOUSLY SELF ASSURED
You've got tons of self-confidence, probably because you feel totally comfortable with who you are. You don't try to be someone you're not, but you also know how to get what you want. You're in a good place right now. To stay there, always wear and do what makes you feel comfortable. Listen to your true feelings -- they won't steer you wrong. WTF is wrong with that quiz I took?!?! Is it on crack or something?! Me? Serisouly self assured?!?! Hell fucking no! Oh, Sam and T, the entry I was talking about in the emails is just after this one! And I also added a "list" into the little scrolly box above, go see! (The list isn't finished as you will read)
this thing i did..it's funny!
Learn stuff about me! And do this yourself! I had to really look deep into myself to figure this out! (uggg..)
Seven Things That Make You Laugh:
1. being around my friends
2. talking with people I "know" on msn (fun times!! haha)
3. Dream Street and Sugar Beats
4. other hilarious bands and such
5. when I do something retarded
6. when other people do something retarded
7. inside jokes! (SUPERFREAKDOM! HARD AND TRIPLE HARD!)
Seven Things You Love (in no order):
1. Summerland (don't leave!!!)
2. my friends
3. music
4. movies
5. my family ... for the most part
6. JMac (and other hot celeb guys) not in an uberfangirl way *shudders*
7. chocolate...i really had nothing better to put, haha
Seven Things You Hate:
1. Aaron Carter (and other creepers)
2. posers..i mean geesh! be yourself!
3. when there are no good concerts in Vancouver (all the ugly people are coming! ugg)
4. needing a life...why can't i just have one?
5. being forced to "get a life"..no fun!
6. teenies (uberfangirls..grr)
7. mean people...i think you get this..
Seven Things On Your Desk:
1. I
2. really
3. truely
4. can
5. not
6. answer
7. this
Seven Facts About You:
1. girl
2. can't sing, though i'd like to
3. want to be actress
4. no life
5. no specific "type" of guy i like..if i like them, i just do
6. have friends in other places in the world that i get along well with and wish i lived closer to
7. self-esteem towards apperance = 0
Seven Things You Plan To Do Before You Die:
1. truely fall in love (not just some crush)
2. have all the DS members in one room, performing if possible..(yeah!! T will so be there!)
3. meet celebs
4. actually like self
5. have groupie-esque moment/kiss hot celeb guys
6. go on roadtrip with friends (states mostly, probably..)
7. follow a tour bus to see who it is (no, not stalking, T! sheesh..)
Seven Things You Can Do:
1. be me (how grand...)
2. type without looking at the keyboard (i'm sooo talented, non?)
3. breathe
4. draw
5. complain (i'm good at that!!)
6. be caring..surprisingly for a people hater
7. dance (it's hot..you should see it sometime!)
Top Seven Songs People Should Listen To:
1. anything by Jesse McCartney..his songs have good meaning people!
2. "Collide" by Howie Day
3. "You and Me" by Lifehouse
4. "These Words" by Natasha Beddingfield
5. "Take It All Away","True" or "On The Way Down" by Ryan Cabrera
6. "Every Other Time" by LFO
7. "Sugar Rush","It Happens Everytime" or "I Say Yeah" by Dream Street
Seven Famous People You Want To Meet:
1. Jesse McCartney (can you say "duh"?)
2. Orlando Bloom (still good looking, excellent actor!)
3. Johnny Depp (a god of acting..soo amazing to watch!)
4. Kate Bosworth
5. the other Dream Street guys (well, if i wanna get them all together in one room, i need to!)
6. Ryan Cabrera..he seems like a total dork! i think he'd be fun to hang out with
7. Tyler Hilton..TYLER TV IS GOD! haha, not really but it's pretty funny!
Top Seven Phrases You Say The Most:
(no specific order on these..)
1. "What the crap"
2. "Heh?"
3. "Face"
4. "Dude"
5. "Brah" (haha, good times with #4&5)
6. "Toddle Pip"(thats the new one!)
7. "Hard and Triple Hard" (said with and around Sam)
melting away
Oh My Gosh!!!!!! If you haven't seen the "Because You Live" music video, you are missing out! Well, if you are a Jesse McCartney fan, and can't get enough of looking at him! He looks soooo good in that video! THOSE EYES!! I melt everytime I watch it! And thats like, all the time! They are sooo vibrant looking, and just, AHHH!! Lol...I know I'm insane, but seriously, he looks good in it! I personally think he looks the hottest at the second "because you live girl..", where he messes up his hair!! It looks just, ahh! I'm melting again, and I'm not even watching it!! Lol!
theme!
I think I have a theme song for me..well, for now. "Somebody's Somebody" by Christina Aguilera. If you wanna know anything about it, look up the lyrics. Those will give you the answer as to why it's my theme. Seacrest OUT!
la la la..
mood: chipper/tired/something..
music: Beautiful Soul-Jesse McCartney
I'm happy..something is wrong here! But I think I also have reasons peoples!! one->having your period sucks, BUT today is the last day!! freedom is almost here!! yay!! and two-> my daddy (gosh, I sound like a little kid..oh well!)got some tests done, and his blood is better! yay!! he's so great! >.< Anyways! so I'm trying to think of other stuff to talk about! Well, lets see...I think I shall rant about stuff! not nessicerily what's happened just in the past 12 hours or so..I think there is no shame in liking Jesse McCartney..none, why? because he is cute..haha! going back to my, I have no effort to hate people thing, I think I'm maturing, so that's why I don't hate people as much. But back to the point, I think we should like, stop being, "oh how can people like THEM?!". I know I've done it, and everything, and I know people have their off-days and can't help but just hate people. Me, I have moods that change around, so that's why I do that. I think this is a way of me saying I want to better myself as a person, but I'm not sure.. >.< Wow this is the longest entry to far! I think I'm going to once again change up the layout! I'm so undecisive! Isn't it great? My final thoughts to leave you with is that I only have 3 more years left of high school (and I think I have ideas for careers! Acting or working for a magazine! Like journalism..except not for a newspaper!) and also, 16 more days till Charlie and the Chocolate Factory comes out!!!!
you are my sugar rush..
mood: happy/pms-y..
music: Sugar Rush-Dream Street
i'm eating chocolate cake icing! so "sugar rush" is a perfect song to go along with this! yay! except they are singing about a person..i'd be singing about icing..heehee! well thats about it...at some point, i'll put up a bunch of lists about peoples..but not now! later gators!!
EXCITEDABLE!!!
CLICKY!
oooo!!! OCTOBER 2005 peoples!! Elizabethtown is coming out!!! yayayayyayay!!!! go see the trailer!! Orli's accent is gone! OO he sounds so young! and it's good sounding too! ooo! i'm all a twitter!
errgg
..ok, old news i know, but i hate bush! i hate him more now cause his ugly press confrence made me miss Jesse performing on GMA! and the videos on their site are bad quality..and take forever to load! (little sleep and period don't equal a good mood, fyi) and of couse this was yesterday, but i'm still mad!...well, thats really all i wanted to say..to i'll leave it at that!
cho momma...
yo peoples! always remember, REBEL AGAINST THE NORMAL! although there is either no normal, or all normal, so you are screwed, so ignore my wise words! Also, i have given up on hating people cause it takes to much effort. so if you ever see me coming out of a Lindsay Lohan movie, thats why...except Aaron Carter..i shall always have effort to hate him cause he scares the shit out of me..well, thats about all..later gators, love y'all even though i hate people..i'm in a slightly good mood, so you are lucky!
loo cleaners and igloos..
school is now out, but exams are in. how crap is that? tres crap, and triple merde (i forget what that means exactly, but it isn't good, so it works)...i feel my wisdomosity that i posess isn't the kind i shall need for these...socials is crap, and i think i shall fail..and i can't have that, cause i have a C+ in hum, and i need my mark to come up. let's hope the english one will treat me better than the socials probably will. well, if you can't tell already, i've been reading one of the books in the "angus, thongs and full frontal snogging" books, and am picking up le lingo. tis le fun, but you know...it adds to my oddness. i should like to see someone have a "nervy spaz"...hmm, maybe le peoples shall be having some when i go in for le stupide finals on Monday...should be fun if they do!...well, that is about all, love you lots, but not! hahahah, people hating is so fun! you are all mad hatters (that is my own phrase, cause i said so!) toodles!
Rest in Peace, my baby..
For those of you who are confused, my pet rat (yes, rat) died yesterday..(Friday, June 3, 2005) It was very emotional for the whole family. She died in my lap, which was probably for the better. I loved her much, and am getting a little teary eyed right now, but i'm not gonna cry cause people around me will be like, wtc?..I wish more of you peoples had met her, cause i'm sure you would have liked her. She was good, and to Pooface R, I wish you would have held her actually..you'll regret it now, when i tell you, or when you read this. Whichever is first. But to those of you who met her, i'm glad you did, and i'm sure she loved you all. We'll miss you dearly, Pixel, and we certainly will never forget you! No pet could ever replace you. Rest in Peace my sweet, and may God treat you well.
Let's Get Funky...
yeah, i'm just listening to "Let's Get Funky Tonite" by Dream Street, and just wondering something. Why are five boys around the age of 13-15 or so, singing this song...it sounds very horny..haha. seriously, something is wrong there! "..my soul is on fire.."?!?!?! umm, dude, that's not what tweens should be singing, is it? i mean, maybe NOW...but this was "popular" back in like, 2000, 2001? or something like that so yeah..haha! anyways, thats my random thought of the moment, if you have the chance to hear this song, you may think the same thing as myself!
Yo-da! (don't ask...it was just there..)
yo peoples! whats going on! just a heads up! i'm working on my lovely site which is *still* under construction, and quite ugly. but the point is, i'm working on stories to put up there! hello entertainment! now i can amuse ya'll with my talent, not just my stupidity...Clicky Here!
Dag Yo!
akk!!! Constentine isn't on AI anymore!! what the crap happened?!? he was good! how the crap are Scott and Anthony still there?! akk!! (spazz time if you haven't already guessed..)
there isn't much else to say..later!
Long time no talk!
it's been forever since i've posted! (yes, i know that i'm not into using capitals, just deal with it!)....hmm, maybe i should talk about my personality:
-hate people (although T hates people more than me..)
the following you must look up for yourself, cause i'm too lazy to tell you what they mean!
-Cacophobia
-Menophobia (although it's more of a hatred)
-Thantophobia
if you hang around me too long you may develop Maniaphobia.....thats about all i am gonna say for now...later!
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